why is it when something goes wrong in our emotional/relationship side we or rather i quickly turn off the rest to nurture this one. i have been bad really really bad this past ohh.... 3 weeks. i guess i have confessions to make to my weight sisters. i havent been playing the game. my boyfriend and i were having problems and now is being resolved by him moving out in a month and were getting our own places. i feel like its death to a relationship but in actuality it could just really be needed. i havent been working out. i have been drinking more beers & i havent been eating. and if i have its been junk. i feel my immune system on the brink of sickness and my muscles aching with the thought of the gym but for some reason its like i forgot how to do anything i was almost a month ago. i guess its cuz i buried myself with the unhappiness and found a subject to dive in. i dont know where im going with this really i have just felt the need to write this all out.
so whats the next challenge? other than valentines day maybe i can jump start since the other one is well... sticking to my hips. i think thatll put the fire under my butt. meanwhile the sense of freedom coming around the corner is getting me so ready to do anything i want to do like yoga in my living room and just being a woman.
its funny though at least ive been able to stay vegetarian through all this.
with that thank you for letting me vent. i feel better and ...
GAME ON!!!!
whirled peas. irina