Well I can't seem to do this so I am just done. I guess I deserve to be fat for the rest of my life. After all, I am the only one who can do anything about it right? It's just simple act of saying no and choosing the best thing. I can't even do that so obviously something somewhere is telling me to forget it, that I will always be fat forever and I deserve it since I won't seem to change it.
I am tired of making "mistakes" or messing up. Yeah, sure it's fine to mess up once in a while, but every damn day is not once in a while. That's lying to myself and pretending to do it so why bother. I don't understand how people can lose a whole other person in weight. All I can say is more power to you, you are obviously a better person that me.