Hi all
I'm new to this site but need someone to talk to. I have been overweight for as long as I remember but it never bothered me. I was always a 14-16 and happy. It suited me and I felt good about myself but over the the last few years it has slowly crept up and now my size 22 are very snug. I could cry and I know it's my own fault as its me that eats too much. I turned 30 this year and have a beautiful 18 month old daughter. I hate the way I look, I hate the fact I have no energy to run about with my baby girl but mostly I hate the fact that she may grow up to have the same issues as me. I don't want her to feel like this. I am embarrassed by the amount I eat and how little exercise I do. I eat regardless of whether I'm hungry. Tonight my husband went out and I ordered a Chinese and literally ate to the point where I felt physically sick. I'm not even getting enjoyment out of food anymore, I don't even know why I do it. Sorry for the long post but I just feel so down in the dumps. I now weigh 2 stone more than my husband and feel Repulsive x