Hey there,
Maybe some of you remember my posting about my ex-boyfriend, I posted about him a few months ago. I am so glad that we broke up, yet a part of me misses the cuddling with him, the dates, having someone who was there for me, the intimacy and yeah, as much as I am glad that he is gone, I do miss him a little.
I think that relationship was my most serious ever and I grew a lot in that relationship, even though we grew apart. I learned a lot about love and who I truly am, someone who is much stronger than I ever thought I could be. We broke up around March and whoa does time fly.
I am trying to move on. At first, within the initial few weeks, I almost went on a date and was ready to settle for the first guy that came my way because I was lonely. I still have my OKCupid profile and wow, I have received a lot of messages from guys lately even a few phone conversations, almost a date!! I am being more choosy, not settling for anyone who comes my way, but for someone who I feel I will be compatible with and that is important. It just still feels a little different thinking of guys other than my ex-b, I don't know. I am glad that I have moved on from him, the first couple of months, I was crying almost every night to be in bed alone and without him. Now, I can honestly say that the last few months have been much more peaceful without our incessant arguments and him blaming me for everything. I am ready to move on but I just feel nervous going on a date again and I am always nervous in 'the getting to know you' phase. I am flattered that some men find me attractive!
Right now, I am debating doing a paid dating site like Match or maybe Fitness Singles- I'm not sure. I will have to think it over more, does anyone have dating site recommendations?
It feels great to move on, yet I feel a little sad that things didn't work out with my ex-b. I wish him all the best and I hope that he finds true love and happiness. As for me, we'll see!
I am interested in some feedback about moving on from relationships and dating site recommendations or whatever you feel- albeit supportive
Thanks!