Well, after a few months of back and forth of my ex having everything his way and me trying to convince myself that he was worth it and pretending everything was OK - we finally decided to go our separate ways at the end of January. Kind of mutual, kind of not - but either way, it hurt like ****.
We havent spoken since January 29th (my choice) - no way am I gonna give him the benefit of my friendship when he pretty much played with my heart/feelings/emotions for two years.
So after some weight gain (for the zillionth time), Im trying to get my head together again (for the zillionth time).
How are you all doing?