Haha! Nice
I'm sorry that you had to go through all of that, Enygirl. Proud of you for getting yourself out!
I went through an abusive situation MANY years ago as a 14-15 year old girl, with a much older "man" (term used very loosely).
I've been up and down on this fat rollercoaster for so long. It's very hard to keep the faith in myself.
I gain it back (the FAITH) very quickly once I'm on track, but I have this tendency to relax once I start to feel good, and never make it more than halfway.