so, on monday my boyfriend and i are going to Vegas for 4 days...i am in a total panic! i don't have ANY sweltering weather clothes...well, i shouldn't say that...i have some sun dresses, that i look HORRID in. my arms look like sausages, and i look 14 months pregnant. i can't BELIEVE i let myself get to this point...i don't even WANT to go now. My boyfriend is in such GREAT shape and here he is, having to walk around with his FAT girlfriend. I'm an embarrassment to him. We are now officially one of those "what is THAT guy doing with THAT girl when he can get someone hot??" kind of couples. He doesn't SAY that, he has been supportive, but i can't help but feel like i have let him down. I used to be this cute athletic girl wearing all those fun, sexy "Vegas" clothes, now i've let myself go and let him down...as well as myself. maybe this is what it took to wake me up...to make me FINALLY quit bullsh*tting myself. I'm going to confess right here that i HAVEN'T been trying my hardest...i've been half-a**ing it and fooling myself. no more. i can't live like this any longer...i'm miserable and i DESERVE to be happy...and dog gone it...i'm going to make myself healthy and make myself happy!
please tell me there are others out there who have gone thru this too...