And I hate that he may actually be happy. I don't want him back. We had a complicated relationship (read - crappy relationship) and it was the result of and lead to a lot of self esteem issues on my part. There were times we were really horrible to each other. We got married when I was 17, and stayed together off and on for a couple of years and have a son together, now 6.
I just have to ask why I wasn't good enough to stick around for but she is. It doesn't help that she's stick thin. And it wasn't wanting to live without kids, she has four. Anyway, to sum it up my ex is marrying a woman many years older than he is who has four kids and is much thinner than I ever was. And his mother hates her (and we still have a great relationship, she is not happy) I just don't quite know how to sort this out for myself and don't have anyone I can talk to about this.