My sister took me to lunch today in honor of my birthday which was last weekend and the day before I started my healthy lifestyle.
We went to Applebee's and I was super prepared. I knew what to order off the under 550 calorie menu and I knew to order unsweet tea, and I did.
BUT, then she ordered us dessert and I let her and I ate half of it because "It was for my birthday" and it wasn't her fault I couldn't get together before my birthday, so I couldn't make her eat it alone even though she's pregnant...
Now I am SICK to my stomach at work (Yay, it's potty time) and I can only have 25 more calories the rest of the day.
WHY did I do it? Was she sabotaging me or was I giving myself permission?!
Aack!