So today I decided to start the 30 day shred...I had to do the modified pushups and I could hardly go down at all on those...and I had to stop 16 minutes in because I thought I was going to vomit. What is going on in my head right now? YOU FAT, FAT FAILURE!
I don't exercise normally at all, and never have really, so I didn't expect for this to be easy. I did expect it to be doable though. The thing is, i KNOW its doable. Tons of ladies on here kick booty every day with this and other workout videos.
I want to be like 'hey, you got through two circuits! you got off your butt, got your heart pumping, and sweat right through your clothes! go you!' but..i couldn't even finish a 20 (it is actually 27..and those 7 count!) minute workout.
I am going to try again tomorrow. This is just level 1! At this point level 2 or 3 look damn impossible. For now I just want to work my way to getting through level 1 without stopping...I just feel so crummy about myself for not being able to finish today.