My fiance had free amusement park tickets from his work for a picnic. We had plans that day, but decided to go for a few hours at night. On our third ride - I didn't fit, the lap bar could not go down as I carry most of my weight in my stomach area, and the park attendant completely humiliated me infront of everyone about not fitting. After that, I was terrified to go on another ride and was sobbing uncontrollably - something I don't think in the 5 years my fiance has known me he has ever seen. I think that was the first time since 5th or 6th grade I truly felt FAT. The scale and my clothes sizes tell me I'm big, but I've always managed to be confidant and feel good about myself 90% of the time.
I had been living relatively free of depression for several years now, but this incident made me feel like all my progress was reversed. I haven't felt like getting out of bed for days. I don't want to hear "oooh use this as motivation to lose weight". It's not motivation, it was nothing but pure humilitation. And I felt horrible for having to make my fiance go home. Just wondering if anyone else has dealt with something like this....