Heeeeeeeeeeeeeello!
Well here`s another new one for the books. Today is the turning point for me. After several half baked attempts (some more ridiculous than the other) I am going to chuck out the fat girl in me.
I have always been a chubby girl from birth. My mother used to reign with an iron fist of weight control and she would balance me out a bit. But ofcourse as so many of us, when I moved out I could do what I wanted, when I wanted. And the kilo`s just came rocking about.
11 years after moving out I am finally going to put on the iron fist my mother used and tone it down. (literaly!)
I have just applied to the local gym where I bought a package that piles swimming, cardio and all sorts of classes together. That and a proper lifestyle, the only thing holding me back is the fact I just cannot eat vegetables. No matter how much I try the only ones I like is lettuce and carrots. I`m hoping to replace most of them with fruits as I like all fruit.
I`m hoping to loose at least 30 kilo`s but 40 if I can manage it. I`m giving myself a long time to reach this goal, a full year. I choose to do it this way because I am an very big (hah!) disbeliever in gastric bands and the likes. Its an unhealthy way of loosing weight and I would NOT want to be stuck with bingowings or an apron that could cover a chair.
I want to do this once and for all as it is seriously affecting my fertility and as my other half propsed to me I do not want to look back on my wedding pictures in a few years thinking ' god I look like a whale' . My other half doesn`t expect me to change, he wouldn`t ask for it but I want to make him proud.
Anyways, next monday is the starting point for me, I am saying goodbye to fat after a long weekend of hiking/camping and cooking god knows what over a little stove.
Enough for now!
Saskia