Hey everyone, i'm not sure id this is the right board to ask this quiestion, but here goes anyway.
I have a lot of trouble with visualising myself as the girl I want to be! I can't even visualise myself as I used to be when I was still overweight, but much less so. I am wondering if that is one of the reasons that weight loss in the past has not gone so well and if that's why now I am worried that I won't make it. I want tobe healthier and happier more than anything, but I can't see myself getting there, well notthat i won't get there, but i feel like i will work as hard as I can and still look overweight. I kow that might sound silly, but even worse, I look at people like my sister and others who are healthy weights and they look ridiculously small to me..like i would never be able to do that.. I guess it doesnt help that my grandmother (who has always been on my case as i previously posted about on another board!) once said to me " you will never be as thin as your sister..you will always be big". For all I know, she could be right!? I have never been a healthy weight or even happy with my body so i don't know..maybe i will never be happy?!
Ahhhh now i have panicked myself even more...
Sorry for the long rambly, not making any sense, post. Just had to ask to see if anyone feels/felt the same and how they overcame it or are overcoming?! Ahh sorry not making much sense..perhaps i am over tired lol
xx