If anyone has noticed, I have went AWOL from the forum for awhile. My stubborn sense of pride told me I could do it on my own and I didn't need to calorie count or account to anyone online. I knew the whole time that I was just fooling myself. The night time binges are back with a vengeance and I have given up on exercise other than walking and a bit of bike riding.
I am coming here, once again, feeling like a failure. I need to take the hint that I have to stay here on 3FC (not that it is a bad thing ) and I need to stay accountable for my choices. When I posted here, a big motivation was seeing my ticker under my posts. I loved the feeling of being able to drop it and I felt embarrassed to move it up. I think that fact alone, along with support from all you wonderful ladies, is what I need so I am back. Please kick my butt if I ever stray again! Now I must hang my head and go change my ticker to show my recent gain. I haven't done an official weigh in in awhile but I have a good idea I am around 150 again. I feel like crying but I am going to take it as a learning experience instead.