I'm back in Pennsylvania for the summer, where I went to high school, and I'm about 75 pounds heavier than I was last time I saw my friends here (I was 100 pounds more a few months ago...man am I glad I went down the little bit I did ). And I'm about 100 more than the lowest weight they knew me at, when they first met me.
I'm really ashamed; so much that I'm thinking about blowing them off, even though I was really close to them. They're all male, too, which I feel like might make it more noticeable. I want to see them, but I'm just so humiliated. I know i'll regret it if I don't, but I don't know if I can work up the courage.
Anyone experienced this? Have any advice?