Last night, I got the idea to do a painting for my boyfriend. For this, I needed to know who his favorite Nascar driver was. I wanted it to be a surprise, so first, I checked his facebook, and there was nothing on it about Nascar. Then I remembered he mentioned that he had a myspace. I looked him up, and there was nothing there, again about Nascar.
There was something else though. I was looking through his pictures, and in the "Tagged Photos" album, there were pictures of he and his ex that she had posted. Now, I know he has had relationships in the past, but this isn't my point. I'm human, and we all know curiosity is an evil thing, that gets the best of us. I traveled to her myspace, and found more pictures of them together. By this time, I was feeling a little jealous, but knew it was in his past. But, then I found a blog, where she wrote about he and her getting married one day, and how much she loved him. I then found a few comments where he wrote "I love you so much", "I love you", etc etc.
What's really bothering me, and has kept me up all night is that he a while ago told me that I was the only person besides family that he has said "I love you" to. The only person he has ever felt this way about. I guess I don't see why he'd say that out of the blue. There was no reason to. It makes me wonder if he's lied about any other things.
I've been up sick, and upset all night over this. Am I overreacting? Or do I have a right to be upset? And even more, what do I do? My friend Michelle says talk to him, but I don't want him to get mad, and cause problems.
Help?