let me just say this....I scare myself sometimes with how foolish I can be.
I have to face the fact that just because I am seldom hungry, just because I KNOW I should not eat something, just because I know WHY I should not eat something does not mean I have the willpower to NOT EAT IT if it is there.
I had a long 6 hour long Live action role playing game on Sunday and I often bring treats which are usually corn chips with some kind of dip like cheese dip and/or bean dip and sometime this time of year strawberries. I have learned I can have a few corn chips with a lot of dip and be pretty ok because I am usually just not that tempted and I USUALLY bring some food just for me that is pretty much protein in a cold sack.
I have been Craving Gingersnaps for weeks and I thought "If I buy a box for game I can have a FEW and everyone else will eat them up for me" wellllllll I did not make it out of the parking lot before I got into them, then at game I kept having "just one more" Also I just shrugged off making a lunch/snack pack before going because it is so annoying coming up with stuff to take with me.
Finally by end of game I was nearly doubled over in pain and it just got worse, we went to afters at Denny's and all I could do was sip a cup of decaf and go to the bathroom to pass gas every 10 mins and then we went to the goth club and I did the same thing (I should of carried some anti-gas meds in my purse) until I was nearly in tears a few times... waves of contraction like cramps were hitting me (we had driven in my car and I hated dragging my friends away til my BF said enough we are going home)
He drove us to his house which is not far from mine and followed me to my house (scary scary drive) and I took gas pills and we watched 13th warrior with lots of restroom breaks and finally at 4 am I was able to sleep for a few hours before it has started up again more mildly 3 hours later.
the worse part??? I KNEW BETTER, I knew simple carbs would upset me but I had to push to see how much I could take, i just hope I remember this lesson cause I swear it hurt as bad as right after surgery there for a little bit.