Less than two weeks until my husband leaves for his 8 month deployment. This is our second one so I feel a little bit more prepared but I am all over the place inside. I can't focus on anything... I'm just too sad. I know the hardest part is working up to him leaving, because once he's gone I'll be able to count down until when he comes home.
My heart is just breaking. We've been married 2 and a half years, this will be our 3rd Christmas married, and the 2nd we won't be spending together. I'm going to miss his birthday... it just feels like such a long time, and such a huge hurdle.
I don't really know if there was a point to this. I just wanted to vent, I guess. Any advice on coping is so more than welcome.