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Originally Posted by onthetee
Because you want to know every thought that passes through my head:
I think you should go, at least twice. Community can be a powerful force for reinforcing and/or awakening your spirituality, I think humans crave it (whether they like people or not) I'm a big believer in following those inner promptings which you know are good for you.
Speaking of that, JEN, take the job IMO. You won't regret doing something you love and want to learn.
Edited to add...I find that inner stillness/connectedness thing, for lack of a better word, in singing, that's what keeps me going back (being a part of a tradition, something larger than myself which consumes me entirely when I am participating in it). Silence seems like a good path, a time honored path actually, and at the very least you'll have a quiet hour to sit and reflect or meditate with no one demanding anything from you which seems like a good thing to me.