...and I'm freaking out a little.
I've never been large - I was a "31 Almost A" in Playtex Just My size in high school, and they were a little loose on me. My grandmother worked for Playtex so that was the only brand we ever wore as she got the irregulars at a discount. Every Christmas all the girls got a "goodie box" of bras, panties and socks... I remember the year I was 15 my grandmother yells from across the room as I'm opening my box "Shanny, they didn't have any of those "Almost A" this time so I got you a smaller band with a "Nearly B". Let me know if they are too big honey and maybe I can find some of the larger training bras" in her booming, carry across a football field, voice. I turned fifteen shades of red and actually dropped the box on the floor.
The room went dead quiet until one of my uncle's started snickering, then my aunt says "you know, you can buy some bigger ones nowadays, get some like mine..." Like I already wasn't a mess of insecurity at 15!
They teased me about that until I was in college... Everyone else in the family was C or higher except for me and my mother, who were both "Almost A".
At my high weight I was a 36C. Today at my custom bra fitting I was a 31AAA. What the heck is an AAA? A little TMI, my breasts are all wrinkly like I filled a baggie with water and then squeezed most of it out through a hole in the corner. I laid them one at a time on my food scale yesterday (washed it afterwards, yes!
) and while I know it isn't fully accurate since I was standing over it, each one weighed in at about 6 ounces.
I'm having a hard time finding shirts that fit, even smalls and XS are baggy in the boob area. Sweaters are fine, but anything tailored just isn't working. I wore a size 4 dress last weekend and had to put two extra pads per cup in my little bra to make the shoulders hang right.
Am I crazy to want bigger breasts? I know I haven't been at goal weight for very long, so realistically I would give myself some maintenance time before doing anything surgical. I called today because I have a friend who has used this place before and she said it could be six weeks for a consult. Well, they had a cancellation today for Monday, so I took it. I don't want to be huge, I would just like to be balanced out a little better.
Wow, I feel vain just typing this email... but, thanks for reading it and I welcome any input...
Edit - I posted this in the wrong forum and don't know how to move it...
So I scheduled a breast enhancement consultation...
) and had an augmentation a few years ago. I'm beyond thrilled with my results and am so glad I did it! No regrets, and I'd do it again in a heartbeat. 
