I've done so many flip-flops as far as how I feel about telling people IRL about my journey that I'm starting to feel like a pancake..
When I first started losing, I couldn't wait for someone to notice - seemed like it just took forever for anyone to finally say something. Then, when they finally did, I would get all bristly when they asked how much
I honestly think I wasn't so much embarrased about how big I had been, or still was, but more worried that I would either not lose any more or gain it all back and they would all start shaking their heads and either pitying me or laughing at me for being such a failure. Now that I'm even closer to goal, and feeling even more committed than ever to clean eating being a total lifetime change (and am actually starting to look pretty good
), I'll brag about how much I've lost to anyone who'll listen - even some who don't really want to listen