Morning all...
Well it seems that I mmissed a crashed server?? Glad I was MIA for a while caue I would have sworn it was my puter and would have probably thrown it out the window.
As for me..life has not been very nice latley lol
Some of yall know I have very irregular periods..apparently due to me being obese. Well I have not had one since Feb..well last week it showed up! And it is HORRIBLE!! So besides the obvious..I have been moody! To the point I cant stand myself lol.
I have also not been to the gym since last week because well..walking on a tread mill in my "condition" is not something I want to try.
Most of you know we are raising my 15 yr old cousin while his mom is doing time in prison. This is not going well at all. Emotionally and financially. Hubby and I feel like we are being thrown in a dryer on high and being tumbled in 40 different directions. Don't get me wrong..hes not a bad kid at all. It is the stress of someone else living with you. And let me tell you the 53.00 a month I get from CPS for him does not go far. Hubby and I decided to try and become licensed foster parents. It will take about 4 months to complete and the amount of money we get will greatly increase. This will allow us to do more things with him. Also pay for the added expenses of him being here. I had talked to my family, which i come from a large one, and NO ONE wants to take him!!!! I also know if he goes back to CPS, he will be in a group home til he is 18. Most people want to take in younger kids. So for now we are going ahead with the licesensing.
My brother is also staying here. AND not helping out at all. He was suppose to move in for a while and save his money to get a place. I have not given him a deadline to move out. By end of July. For one I am stressed out!! BUt alos he cant live here if we want to be licesnsed. I dont know if he thinks i am being mean or what but that is that.
So I have been doing alot of crying and praying. I am not really religious, but I know that it helps t talk to him.
Thanks all for listening to me rant. I hope next post will be alot better.