I am dog tired. But I'm getting enough sleep at night. As I type this, I got 8.5 hours of sleep last night yet I feel I am about to keel over. It's not that lovely TOM nor will it be for another couple of weeks. What's the deal?
I'm trying to attribute it to stress, but I'm not feeling it right now. I've gotten into all of my classes for the Summer and Fall semesters, I've got As in my classes right now, and I actually scored myself a job at JCPenney's. Not even a temp job! I got a real part-time job. (That is a big deal for someone like me who only has temp jobs on her resume.) I know Finals are coming up, but I've got my study time planned out. I don't actually feel stressed.
Could I be stressed and not even know it? Or is this some sort of underlying problem that I need to get checked out? I'm taking a multi-vitamin, I'm getting enough calories, and I'm eating the right kinds of foods. I'm still trying to pick up the exercise thing, but I know I'll have more time once the semester's over and I don't have textbooks to read.
Another thing that creeps me out is that I am completely indifferent today. I am a very very VERY emotional person. I cry at the drop of a hat and laugh hysterically just as quickly. Yet today, I am not phased by a thing. I'm not happy or sad or anything. I'm just here. I'd rather be completely upset and depressed than feel like I'm feeling today. It's very odd and uncharacteristic. I'm good at hiding it from my family and friends, though. As I type this, someone else is messaging me for advice, and I am still playing the ever-sympathetic therapist.
I'm just not feelin it.
Does anyone have any ideas of what could be happening? I honestly don't know. Could it be dit/exercise related?
Thanks in advance.