Return to your meetings if that will help. As you know the 12 Step encourages a meeting every day until you are back on track. There are also online meetings that you can participate in.
Take this one meal at a time and one day at a time. Who knows what the future will bring but rather than add stress to your life by worrying about what hasn't happened yet, you can deal with the next 24 hours. That is all the program asks.
Be willing to do whatever it takes. What were you doing before this happened? Do you have a sponsor? Retrace your steps to a more sane and peaceful time with your COE and replicate what you were doing then that worked for you.
Forgive yourself and love yourself unconditionally. You can do it!