I got rid of my clothing immediately. I didn't hesitate, not even a little bit. I knew there was no way on earth I was ever going back to a size 26/28. I knew that when I finally left there - there was no going back - no way on earth. I did save a few pieces though, just to have see how far I've come and to see how I fit in them in the future. It's amazing to me, simply amazing to see how gigantic they are on me now.
I started buying new clothing fairly quickly. I felt so much better in the smaller, more fitted clothing. It was very important for me to feel good as I was going along this journey.
I actually just cleaned out my closets and drawers these past few days. I've just packed up a bunch of clothing to give away from 2 months ago. The very large clothing I donated to charity. These newer, smaller clothing I have been giving away to friends. Amazing how that in itself has changed. It was kind of awkward offering my friends my very recent, but bigger sized clothing. But they're thrilled to have them. They're practically new. I have no need for them. They're too big on me and I won't ever be fitting into them. Never. Ever.
I am never going to gain more then 5 lbs from where I am now. I am never going to gain more then 5 lbs from wher I am now. I am never going to gain more then 5 lbs from where I am now..... She says over and over again as she tries to ram it into her brain.