Hello all, I'm a new comer to this particular board.
I was diagnosed as a bulimic at age 13. Hospitalized at age 18, and again at 21. And for a 3rd time 2 months ago, for attempted suicide. During the last time I was also diagnosed as Bi-polar, and anerexic.
I have been over weight, I have been underweight. I have been in therapy, group therapy, and on Celexa.
Therapy is not helping. Seems the only time I am "normal" is when I have a man in my life. I'm currently divorced, and lost custody of my daughter. I was seeing someone, who in my eyes "hung the moon". He is gone, and I am at rock bottom. I am a heavy smoker, and drinker, and I am terrified of what will become of me in the next few months. Part of me says find a new man, to keep me sane, but I know this can't be the answer.
I guess I just want an email pal, or group to talk with. When I was arrested and hospitalized for attempted suicide I was taken to a state mental facility. I don't want to ever be there again... My insurance does not kick in until Jan 1, 2002 and I just need help getting through one more month before I can get in an inpatient program...
If theres anyone willing to talk, via email, private message, or on this message board, please let me know....
Nobia D