Thanks for sharing this, Meg. It was indeed quite a read. I wonder if being so openly honest in itself isn't... harder than actually doing the efforts to lose the weight, as overwhelming as they may seem at first. Kind of like, if we're not honest regarding the problem (and honest with ourselves first), then we're doomed to fail in the long run.
And I wonder if we can also get away from the scales! I try to rely on my clothes as well, because the scales don't always reflect this, but every time I've had problems with the weight, it was always after entering some kind of comfort zone when I convinced myself that I didn't need to weigh in anymore. Yeah, right. Like this has proved to work in the past. I should know better by now.