Well, my fiance is gone again. Back to living alone! I'm really having a hard time keeping on track with eating and exercise. More exercise than eating, actually. I feel like life is beating me with a two by four, and I simply don't have energy to exercise -- and if I do, I don't have stamina to do more than 10 minutes. I'm just exhausted. But while I haven't been an angel food-wise, I haven't been awful. I'm not weighing myself this week due to TOM, and I wouldn't expect to see a loss anyway... I just don't even have the energy to focus on eating specific things or stick to a plan anymore. But like I said, I'm not doing terribly. In fact, my pants feel a little looser anyway. So who knows what the heck is going on. I just know that there are way too many things stressing me out right now for me to get on my own case about eating and exercise. I'm going to do what I can..... but..... life is so damn hard.
Daisy: what yoga program do you have/recommend? that might be a way for me to relax and get some exercise in too... I tried one yoga tape a year ago and I hated it. The guy was the new-age guru type guy with long hair and a potbelly... it was weird.
Dreamer: I've totally done that -- stalked the boards. Waiting for people to post so I can reply... haha
Fae: congrats on the loss!! that's awesome! And seriously don't worry about changing your goals, I think everyone does it. You alternately want to challenge yourself but also not make it too easy/impossible..... it's a delicate balance!
Cdn_Mickey: Happy Thanksgiving
cookie: I totally know what you're feeling right now. Those binges can be psychological killers even more than they can be diet killers.... You know, a weekend off does not break a diet unless you let it. Remember to let yourself be human on occasion. Don't be too hard on yourself about it, that just compounds the problem!
Well ladies.... off to scrounge for dinner and then either do some of my work study research or bury myself in the 900-page monstrosity that is Tom Jones. Have a good evening everyone.