4 years, 2 months, and 22 days since Keilyn's father took his own life. It has been 4 years, 2 months, and 22 days since I could even fathum the idea of ever getting close to another man again but it has been the most inspiring, soul strengthing 4 years, 2 months, and 22 days ever in my life. I have done alot of inner self learning, growing, building and now it has all paid off. I have been seeing Larry since shortly after Halloween last year. I have not mentioned alot of this to you guys because I wanted to see things for what they were, how they were before I told everything. As many of you know it has taken me alot to get where I am, emotionally. The first few months I couldnt' let myself get close to him, I couldn't let the walls that I have built up around me down for anything. I would nit pick things apart, find things wrong with him or his situation without really truely seeing the entire picture, I haven't been around much in the last few months except here and there because something happen............I do declare a miracle happened. I let my walls down, I discovered the most caring, loving, inspiring, mentally stimulating man I could ever have thought existed. He has taught me things, showed me things (mentally and physcially) that I didn't think was possible. Even though I have been married twice before and gone out this guy or that guy this is different. I have found that missing piece of the puzzle in my life, I have found someone, something that completely shows me what life is about. I never dreamed I could feel this way, I never dreamed something this awsome was possible, I never dreamed that I could feel this way, much less be loved for who I am and with all my imperfections but you know I have always felt things happen for a reason, God has a plan for us and now I feel like my life is traveling down the road it was suppose to go down. So with that said as I sit here with tears in my eyes I have news..................

Larry has proposed to me.......................

oh wow Laurie that is so great!!! And your answer was....???

Vicki, she did that to us, too. Told her beautiful story, but neglected to tell us her answer.
Laurie, again... I'm so happy for you, sweetie...

Congrats! Love live and be truly happy,that is wonderful.

WOW.. thats great! Congrats!

CONGRATULATIONS! He is a VERY lucky man.

Lynn

Laurie I am SOOO happy for you! How wonderful that you found that special soul mate! I wish you all the best of everything!

Sharon

You brought tears to my eyes this morning. Such a beautiful new beginning. I'm assuming you said yes.... Congratulations Laurie! You deserve to be happy! I am so happy for you!

CONGRATULATIONS!!! What a beautiful story to wake up to!!

Congrats to you, hope you will find some hapiness, you certainly deserve it..

Laurie, that is so fantastic and I'm so happy for you! Now with everything you have going on, you can prepare for a wedding too. I'm assuming with everyone else that you said yes.

I have 2 words for you -- Las Vegas! But skip Elvis; he was $700 extra!

What an inspiring story. Assuming you said yes....I am so happy for you. Good Luck!!

Ok, what did you answer????

I am very happy for you Laurie, you deserve every bit of happiness you have found and I am just thrilled to hear the news.

Your in a wonderful place right now, enjoy it.

Phyllis

Hi Laurie,

OMG!!!! Wow that was FAST!!!! Congratulations. We are all assuming you said Yes...is that right??? Please fill us in more!

Anita

Yes I said YES!