Awe hon! It really is a shame they aren't supporting you like you need. I have noticed in life that there are people who need to have the 'token' fat person in their inner circle because it makes them feel better about themselves. Some people only think about themselves, but your job is to only think about
you! This journey is about you, and no one else, so do what you know you have to do.. and if that means come here because it's the only support you can get, so be it.
