So I leave for my appt. about 12:45, without taking a snack with me. I went to the appt., went to the store and picked my son up from school and by the time I got home I was shaking like a leaf. So I start grabbing things, anything, to get something in me to get my sugar back up. What do I grab? Potato chips. Now, these are the reduced fat chips with only 1 gram of saturated fat. But I still ate too many. Then I get into the fridge and pull out my cottage cheese and stand eating it right from the carton, I was still shaking. When what I SHOULD have done, something that works instantly for me, is drink about 4 ounces of juice. That woulda fixed it and would have worked faster than the chips and the cottage cheese. But I not only was shaking from my sugar being too low, I was hungry as ****. So I wanted FOOD.
Okay, so I put away the cottage cheese and the bag clip back on the chips and put everything away. Now it's time to start fixing dinner for my husband and son. My son, the kid that wouldn't eat right if his life depended on it, wanted chicken nuggets for dinner. Well so did my husband. Fine. I fix them chicken nuggets and macaroni and cheese. I ate two bites of the mac & cheese and two chicken nuggets. MORE crap adding MORE calories that I don't need. But I'm still hungry (when I let my blood sugar bottom out like that, I feel famished the rest of the day, which is why I'm kicking myself for not taking a snack that I could have eaten on my way TO the store FROM my appt.) so I open the bag of chips back up and eat more. Then I get into the fridge and eat a few pieces of my imitation crabmeat. And I've still yet to eat dinner, which I fully plan to do, since I'm STILL HUNGRY
Anyway - thanks for listening, I just felt like venting and taking my frustrations out on my keyboard. I know a few chips and chicken nuggets and all that aren't going to kill me, but I'm still kicking myself for not taking a snack with me this afternoon and consuming all those extra calories.
Pooey



It seems like all I had today was fat, calories and tons of salt. 