Hi girls!! No posts over the weekend...hmmmm....
Well, thanks for all your warm wishes, I am doing okay. Friday b/f came over at 7pm and I was cleaning my place for the party I had on Saturday, and he was v. sucky...I totally had it out with him. I told him that I was on a rollercoaster, that I couldn't take this hot and cold thing, either we are together and he wants to be there or not. He basically told me that he was in a mood, what he did was wrong....we talked about the ex and stuff too, and he said he was lashing out at me. That he was a bit afraid of how he was feeling about me. ANd the stuff about not loving me and never loving me was not true. I have to be honest, I was thinking "whatever....". As I am sure some of you are right now.
I ended up saying that I now hold the cards and I just simply won't put up with this, so this is his last chance. One more row like that and he's outta my life. He seemed pretty scared, and was awesome to me all weekend. He is on business for 3 days so I won't see him and last night he was going on about how much he'd miss me until wednesday night...and kissed me on the corner this morning again.
I really know this is the last chance. It felt so good to be in control of the situation and know I wasn't backing down!! You know??
Lisa - good luck at WI!!
Sarah - well, at least you enjoyed your weekend and are back on board, right??
Trish - rain depresses me too....I wonder how I would do in England or Ireland where it rains lots...maybe I have SAD??
Kier - thanks for the card...that really cheered me up!! V. sweet of you.....I hope the doc goes okay....how is your body reacting other than weird cravings??
Lori - glad you enjoyed your wedding weekend!!
Brenda - woo hoo girl!! I NEVER bank on weekends...very very bad. Remember the old weekends free ww program? My mom was on it.....she never lost a thing....
Well, my boss came by and asked for a little meeting, so I am off like a herd of wild turtles.
Belle