Hi Everyone

Well finally got back on here. Been having trouble with the computer again. I will be so happy when I can afford a new one. Hopefully it wont give me the fits like this one. I get on line then I get kicked off. Then I will write something and send it. It wont let me. I have even wrote something for this site. And lost it all. Got mad and said enough of this. And havent been back on.
Hubby hasnt been feeling real well. I want to call the Dr. But he doesnt want me too. He has had a cold about a month now. I had some antibotics here. And he took them. But still has a good bit of cold. And then the new siezure med is making him so tired. That he dont feel like doing much of anything. So dont know.
Yesterday we did go with the ladies group from church and did some shopping. The ladies group adopted a family and we shopped for them. We had a bake sale in Nov to raise money for this. The we went out to eat afterwards. So that was kinda nice. Made hubby pretty tired though. But was nice to get out.
Well I rejoined WW. But I havent done so well. I will have a big gain this week. I have just been eating out of control. I just feel like my nerves are shot. Trying to please everyone. I have some family members getting on to me about rejoining WW. I havent told them at TOPS yet. And I may not. That way I can go there to. And I know that isnt right. I should tell them. But I dont want them at TOPS to get mad at me again for doing both. So I dont know.
Oh ladies I am so sorry I wrote a book. I could go on but better stop now. I could vent some more. But that wouldnt be fair to you. So everyone have a great evening. Will check in later.
A TOPS PAL

Hi Coco,
It's great to see you hear again. I hope you get your computer problems straightend out...i had some problems with mine not to long ago..can be very frustrating!

I can really relate to eating out of control..because we are trying to please everyone..you know you can't really do that...so take a deep breathe..and start to do what feels right for you. It really is important to take care of ourselves.

I'll be looking forward to more posts from you. Take care..you can do this!

Tops hug,
Susie

Cocoa,

Never think that you can't vent or you have gone on too long. Remember that is what we are here for and if here is the only place you can vent then bring it on girl. You need to vent to release some of the stress that is causing you to overeat. Just get back on track again tomorrow and make tomorrow a new day and a new beginning for you. I hope your husband starts to feel better soon.
I am glad to see you back to.

We can do the WW together I haven't been doing as well as what I should be doing either. I could be losing more but I am not working it like I should. Lets do this together. Did you find out about the scholarship program?

Susie,

How are you doing today?

I had the christmas party last night for our customer. I am glad I went I had a great time. The wrap was awesome. I lost a total of 7 3/8 inches overall yesterday. I wasn't supposed to have any alcohol but I was out for the night and didn't have to worry about anything or keep track of anyone but me so yes I did have 3 drinks. Because of that the scale went up. Didn't overeat throughout the day but the drinks didn't help. I actually just finished writing my christmas cards. I had a goal to get them done this weekend and I made it. I also got to my daughters room and hauled that out. Got rid of 1 garbage bag full of garbage in there. Her room looks so much better. She decided to keep a pumpkin from halloween after I told her to throw it out and it rotted in her toy box where she keeps all her baby stuff. It is a heavy duty plastic tub that I use for that toy box. She has 2 real toyboxes in her room and this tub. She has so much stuff she doesn't know what she has.
I took all 3 kids by myself to get their pictures taken at Walmart today. What a mistake that was to go alone. I thought someone stole Ben he was missing. He climbed out of the stoller and went over to the candy machines while I was picking out the backgrounds for the pictures. I about died when I saw the stroller seat empty. Thank god he was there. I don't know what I would have done if someone had taken him. They were all tired and hadn't eaten. Ben wasn't cooperating at all. He wanted to get down. Megan wasn't helping either. She was so tired herself that she wasn't helping. She decided to keep taking Jesse out of the stoller even though I told her to put him down. Needless to say I was very stressed out this morning. I am much better now.
I have gone off my anti-depression medicine. I wanted to try it. So far I think I am doing good. Can't really tell because I am so exhausted I think that is way I am agrevaited.LOL I want to get to workout this week at least 2 days this week. I only made it there once last week.
Nothing else happening here. It is back to work tomorrow.

Penny,

Glad to hear you had a good time in Disney.
How is the fund raising going for the Kidney walk? When is that walk again? How many people have you got helping you with the walk now? It must be a lot of work to organize that but it is for a great cause.

Have a great night everyone. Lets have a great week this week.

Sherri

I hope everyone had a great weekend.