Anyway there are always challenges on my walk because since it is a neighborhood, I'm constantly having to dodge kids, cars, dogs, dog poop
. Today I had to dodge a smoker. No offense to those that smoke but...bleech. It was like he came out of no where. One minute I'm grooving to my mp3 and then next I smell smoke and see this guy in front of me walking and SMOKING.I'm actually allergic to smoke. It gets very difficult to breath when I smell it. He was walking the same pace as me so I either had to slow down or pick up speed and pass him. So what I start to do is slow down thinking that if I put enough distance between us then I won't be bothered by it. But then this little voice inside says 'well instead of doing that why don't you just jog a little and pass him.' Of course I immediately disagree because first off with the amount I weigh I didn't think I could run and second I really didn't feel like getting two black eyes
But something inside me to just try it.And I did it! I speed up my walking and finally just broke out in this little trot and passed him and when I got far enough ahead I went back to walking. I did it. I just can't believe I did that. Even though my shins starting hurting, I did not stop walking. I completed my second lap, albeit a little slower, but I still managed to finish within a minute of my normal time.
I'm am so psyched right now. I really needed something to perk me up. I've been kind of in the gloom these last few days because I slipped up pretty bad on my diet. But I was determined to get back on track today. And God gave me the little help today to get back my previous enthusiasm. It's such a small thing but it made a big difference because I just proved to myself that I am stronger than I think and if I just put my mind to it and have faith in God that I can overcome anything.
I also have to thank God for bringing me to this site because you ladies are truly an inspiration as examples that it can be done. I can lose the weight.
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