Today I am really struggling. I rejoined ww last week, and have been struggling this whole week in fact. I just hate it. Why is it I seem to WANT to lose weight, but then along comes something tempting, and I eat it.
I am tired all the time, and although I have fibromyalgia, I know that I can't blame my fatigue completely on that! I am carrying around 50-55 extra pounds, and I am just feeling really big and lumpy. Okay, it probably sounds like I am just feeling sorry for myself. I don't mean to really. Today I watched Oprah and she had some amazing weight-loss stories on. I keep thinking that I can quit all this emotional eating, and then... there I go again. My next weigh in is Tuesday, and I have to get some order into my life now....
I just feel slightly down right now. However, I am encouraged by other peoples testimonials.... so that's good. I know the weight never came on overnight, so I can't expect it to come off overnight. But for some reason, I am finding it hard to get into first gear. Could be because I have had the week off work, and I seem to do better when I'm not at home all the time. thanks for allowing me to vent. Hope you all aren't struggling like this.