Hi Little Chick and all else! You and I are clearly on the same clock today!
Thank you to everyone who sent good wishes about my mother. It is very touching and heartwarming to read them, sometimes I just feel despairing watching her decline. I have two brothers, but they are a bit useless. Thank you to all of you. And Dentrassi you are right, some of the hardest things are the things that really make us who we are. It is that whole thing about the grain of sand being what creates the pearl (if you dont know about that, in the beautiful mother of pearliness of an oyster, if a grain of sand gets in, the oyster secretes more mother of pearly stuff to coat it and stop the sand hurting its insides, and the layers of that create eventually a pearl).
Last night I went to my friend's gig at the Troubador in London. She was wonderful (although I hate smokey venues). She stayed over so I had blueberries for breakfast with her, which is not phase one legal, but I had an urge and my tummy is feeling much better. I am really easing myself in to phase two anyway, so it is ok for me I reckon.
Then the phone rang this morning with a possible new client, and I could really do with some more work so that was very nice. I am at that financial stage when I am using up my reserves, and still ok for now but by the end of Feb, or mid March there is going to be some trickyness unless the work comes in pretty pronto. I have not been out there a-gathering really, so I am not too worried.
Aimee-Jane I live the other side of london, down in Surrey - I put 'London' on the thing as it is easier for people to relate to. I work in north west london so drive in a lot. Welcome to the beach.
Who was it yesterday who said they felt scared of bread? It was Pebbles I think. Made me laugh too - I nearly jumped out of my skin last night when my friend reached in to her bag and pulled out a large bar of my favourite dark (65% cocoa) choc with cherries (

) I have to confess to three squares.
But chocolate has something of the divine in it, dont you think? It kind of hits your crown and third eye chakra and vibrates with that.........ooooh......you know, mmmmmmmmmmmmmm sound. People say chocolate is like sex. I disagree. I think it is like prayer. Melting and meeting and uplifting and longing and devoted. I once did a two week silent meditation retreat, and fasted through it, except for three squares of chocolate a day which I had smuggled in in my suitcase for the wee small hours. Bliss. Did not share my revelation with my retreat guide though......
How did I get on to that?? Oh, that would be the craving.......
Ah.
Better go now before I seduce you all in to choc heaven....Dr A is very sensible to put chocolate in phase two. No more proof is needed of his genius.
xx