It is getting so hard to be here in So.California. Your eyes burn and your throat is raw. You can feel the smoke in your lungs. There are so many of us, including me have throbbing headaches. It takes a huge amount of energy to move through the day.
The local news is on 24/7 right now. With each change of the wind, each hour that passes, the fires are claiming more land, houses and lives. They are not expecting containment on some of these fires until the earliest, November 4th, that is only one fire, the rest of them they are not even releasing possible containment days.
The humidity is now going up, hydration in the air and the hope of rain teases us all. We are all praying that the wind will keep quiet. Watching people sit and wait to hear whether or not their homes and entire materials lives will disappear.
I know that it was impossible to understand the devastation of disasters, so it is mute to say that it is impossible to really tell you how awful this is, one of my favorite getaways is called Big Bear, and I have watched all day the valiant efforts of the firefighters to save the entire community.
In the middle of this we had a small earthquake, they couldn't properly track it because the equipment burned up. We are literally burning up, it feels like ****.
I am safe, but I am now begining to know people who are losing homes, and it feels too close, I just hope that this ends soon, it is just too much, and watching these brave souls, you can't tell if they are brave, or are just in so much shock that they cannot have their feelings....
Sorry for the soapbox, right now you can't really be with much else around here right now.....
Thanks for the good thoughts, please send rain thoughts our way.....any medicine men out there that can do a dance for us
rb