Diana, Thanks for the new thread and the old thread! I hope you're having a great day despite TTOM
Fluffypuppy, I feel for you on the binging monster, it's something I also struggle with. I haven't had a really bad one since Christmas but I spent my entire life and specifically the last two years coming to grips with my binge eating, and how it's harming me. When your brain is wired to binge and associate food emotionally (which mine is) dieting/changing your eating can be agonizing, which most people who have normal relationships to food don't understand. Something that has been helping me is to try to recognize why I want to binge, am I sad, bored, lonely, angry? These have all been excuses I've used to destroy my body/progress. Then I drink a glass of water because I'm sure you know that sometimes thirst pains feel just like hunger pains. And I try to distract myself by looking at other's weight loss success stories, reading, painting and working. Over the last month the cravings to binge have lessened. I know that you can do this and take control. Take it one day at a time. Every day you check in here and acknowledge your eating habits is a win and you should feel proud of yourself, you ARE going in the right direction!
Flower123, Thanks, it's nice to know I'm not alone! It ended up not being too bad I had a seared ahi tuna salad, though I noticed that my partner's parents kept trying to get me to eat more... Specifically his dad, who is also dieting but ordered a huge deep fried seafood platter, kept offering me onion rings and to get me a beer. Why is one "no thanks" not enough?
NovaAngel, CONGRATS! What a great feeling on the loose jeans!
Nelie, Sorry about your Dr's appointment
Coolmom, Lemon bars? STAHHHP! Yum. Can you be my coolmom? Lmao!!!
WOW, I cannot believe this month is almost over. It has absolutely flown by. I stayed on track yesterday. The oatmeal pancakes were so filling I ended up skipping lunch and just having carrots for lunch. Dinner was actually
EASY! I made a deal the last time I ate out and ordered something horrible that I would only eat simple salads at restaurants from now on so I don't give myself the option to stray.
This morning I did another new Jillian workout (it's all the same program she increased intensity every two weeks and I just stepped up) and I am still feeling very overwhelmed. I feel too fat to do lunges/planks, is that possible? I don't want to injure myself but part of me thinks I might be overthinking it. I did as much as I could and tried to push myself without injuring. Tomorrow is cardio which strangely I am looking forward to since its familiar and I know I can do it even if I feel like I'm dying.
Hope everyone is having a great and on plan day!
W- 201.4 <-- Oh wonderland, I wanna be in you!
B- Spinach, banana, almond, mango, soy milk smoothie. Coffee with almond milk and raw sugar
S- Carrots
L- Mega berry Spinach Salad with Spicy Mustard Balsamic Dressing
S- Benito chips + hummus if I get around to making it
D - Turkey Meatloaf, roasted Brussels sprouts