I can't work out if I am happy or sad?! My virus has finally left me...I move to my first house on the 14th and go to Spain on the 28th!

Yet still my thoughts are consumed with food..current and ever increasing weight and general self-crappiness!! Am I just being greedy in all senses of the word..and self-obssessed???

How do I get out of it??
I am doing my own head in so I don't expect the people around me to put up with it for much longer!!!!!

Hmmm, you have everything in the world to be happy about so the only thing i can think of is that you are a little depressed about your weight and feel like it is the only thing that you CAN'T control but you can..maybe you need to talk to someone about how you feel?

I agree with the reply and have at least done something today. i went to the gym and just had a healthy lunch, which means I am guilt free (for now).

I am trying to do it one step at a time now because thinking too many steps ahead is too scary!!!

I am off for a thrilling 7 hour shift at Sainsburys now!!!

Thank you!

Sainsbury's now i know why you're depressed only kidding you're off to a great start Mel..did you feel good after the workout? its a great mood booster and you seem to eat better afterwards because you don't want to undo all the good work that you've done Keep it up