My surgery went really well and I'm now home.Can't do much, certainly a little prone to eating while watching TV... I have been eating more yesterday (fully aware it was the stress and anxiety pre-op, but choosing non-carb or low carb snacks/food). I didn't overeat or binge, but know I used the extra food as a pacifier.
Now today, I'm finding my head saying "I deserve" to have 'treats'...trying to talk myself into eating things like cheese because they are no carb foods. I'm wrestling with this. I'm not at all worried I'll go on a downhill slide and go off plan, I feel strong with being back on IP and know a big reason was to get me through the recovery without gaining alot of weight, maybe even LOSING weight!
So...any thoughts are welcome. Am I just looking for an excuse? Probably. Is it all that bad?
Well, getting away from using food as a reward is a huge hurdle. I never have been able to completely disengage from that, I just get very disciplined for long stretches of time.
Ugh!
Ideas?
hmmmmmm.

