I am back trying to get back on wagon. I lost 50lbs with IP (some alternative) lowest I got to was 145. Today I am 159...I don't like that is is creeping back up. I feel better on IP and enjoyed the support here. I want to get to goal.
While I was actively losing I felt so great. I was walking and had energy to take kids to Disneyland. Then I went to Hawaii. Since being OP I am just miserable and eating and eating. I don't know why I just keep eating. So here I am starting again.
I did it before and will do it again. Can't wait to meet you all again or for the first time.
My quick re-intro is I am a 44 yo wife (married coming up 25 years) and mother of 6.(22,21,20,12,11 and 9 ) My eldest is married and I have a beautiful grand daughter. I work in a hospital on shift work on call.
I really want to get back the the woman I was when I was losing. It felt great. I was in control..happy and spontaneous and felt beautiful. As each pound sneaks on I feel worse, and slip further into bad eating. So here I type in the wee small hours to say ENOUGH! Time to accept the consequences and start making changes!
