then the 2nd week I gained 1 lb & it threw me off completely. I also went through ALOT around Feb, I lost my unemployment,was completely broke, had to quit going to the meetings and couldn't even afford etools, me & my bf were having so many issues I was planning to move out (& i live 8 hrs away from all my friends and family so I had nowhere to go) and it was just insane!! This whole time i was still trying to stay on track but i kept messing up.Finally around April things got better, I got a job and me & my boyfriend are doing sooo much better. SO I tried to restart late April & just didn't stick with it.
So Saturday I rejoined, paid for the monthly pass and today I started back on track. But ittle things will throw me off, like I stayed up really late so I woke up around noon Im not hungry at all and ate 1 kashi bar and coffee.
Now I feel like I started all wrong & I didnt start it right and etc...my minds so messed up!
I also feel like i have too many points, I got 41 points (im female 5'5 in my 20's and 267 lbs) and I read that each point is 50 cals so thats like 2050 cals!! Thats seems like so much! I feel like at that rate eating all that Ill be losing like .5 a week. Now i know that it says that this is the healthy rate but the size I am i should be atleast losing 2lbs - 3 lbs a week & if i ose at .5 ill become discouraged i know it.
I also have like this voice in the back of my mind that WW doesn't work for some reason, I don't know why I think this way, maybe bc alot of people always talk bad bout WW, but I dont know why!
As you can probably tell from my post I'm like panicking.
I dont know what to do i feel crazy and that ill never EVER get this weight off me!!
help



