I think I joined last winter and did a good job of being healthy for about a month and then of course that all stopped.
So I'm back again. I've joined a gym which I hadn't previously, thinking I could lose weight without any exercise. So I am hoping Gym plus Weight Watchers will help me lose 10 LBS in the next month and a half. Thats my goal. Don't know if I can do it but I'm sick of hating myself.
I don't feel fat, or feel plus sized, but when I look in the mirror I look exactly that ... like some plus sized girl and I had no idea I looked like that until recently. Denial?? Don't know.

When I did WW strictly for about 2 months I went down a pant size. I haven't gained it back thank god but I am ready to do some dedicated points counting (and most importantly writing it down and keeping track) plus hitting the gym.
I pray to god I can I lose 10LBS in about a month or so. I feel like shaving off 10LBS will make me feel really amazing. For me thats the first hurtle, just starting and actually LOSING something.
I'm about 180, pant size 14 5'2" ... way too short to be this size.
I really hope by beginning of October I'll be no more than 170 LBS.
Here goes again ladies and gents. I hope I can do it!

. I became an aerobics instructor at the local YMCA in May.