Discouraged again.
When you really curb your eating and exercise regularly (including when you don't feel like it), you expect results. Not just in dieting, but with anything. My weight loss is now moving at a snail's pace. I weigh now what I weighed 12 days ago - with a low daily calorie count (and I write down everything) and every-day hard exercising.
I had been losing weight on 1800/day calories several months ago, but it was real slow going. I decided to drop to 1600/day and then I started steadily losing. I stalled again recently, so as an experiment I dropped to 1500/day and began exercising daily (not just 3x a week) to see what would happen. The result? I haven't lost anything in 12 days time. Yes, I've fluctuated up and down a pound or two in that time, but I weigh now what I weighed 12 days ago, which is maddening. And discouraging. Especially considering the lengths to which I'm going right now to lose.
Considering how long I've been at this weight, I don't think it's water-weight. It would have evened out by now. I'm thinking I may be under-counting my calories somewhere. But if I'm doing it now, I was doing it while at 1600/day, too. 1500/day is my bottom limit, I think, before I start thinking of nothing but food all day long and wanting to eat my arm off, which might result in the dam bursting and me going to an all-you-can-eat Chinese buffet and gorging until I'm flat on my back. I think at this point I'm going to have to bite the bullet and do a 2x/day bike ride (my stationary bike in the house). It's pretty intense and I'm soaked after a 30-min. bike ride (I also mix in tennis with this). I'll have to get up an hour earlier than I do now to get an extra one in, then do another after I get home from work which I do now. Between those and 1500-cal./day, I find it hard to believe that my body wouldn't release the weight. At some point there's going to be a daily calorie deficit. I think I'm at the tipping point right now.
And to think - I used to maintain a firm hard body in my twenties for free.
