So I had a dream in which i was effin hot! I was wearing daisy dukes and a bathing suit top. Had a flat tummy, and sexy thighs.. I looked.. GOOD!
Then I woke up. Reality set in. Knowing even WHEN (not if, when) I hit goal, I'll never look like that because of all the lose skin.
& that just ruined my day. on top of that, today was the last day at my job (I quit) because next month I'm moving to be with my boyfriend. So I was already upset/nervous..
So nervous that since yesterday I've been sick to my stomach (in and out of the bathroom all night long...fun)
So i didn't go to the gym last night cuz of 4th (which by the way i over ate and gained 2 pounds), and I couldn't go tonight cause of my tummy troubles..
Now, today I didnt eat horribly..salad, tuna 6in sub, and turkey sausage/wheat english muffin/2eggs (under 1300 cal for sure)
BUT I FEEL LIKE A COOOOOOOOOOOOOOW RIGHT NOW. I know alot of it is my nerves from quitting. But gosh damn. I was in tears a few minutes ago..
I want this day to be over=[
/end rant... sorry guys.. it was either you or my boyfriend, and poor guy needs a break lol