We do have dumbells that you can add weight yourself but those 18kg are hard enough for me to hold on to!!Today I was doing lunges and I strapped on 8kg to my waist with strap on weights and then held 14kg in each hand (i'm doing the NROLW and lunges come right after a lot of shoulder work so I can't handle the 18's then) and even with the extra 8kg I didn't feel a difference. Now, we have strap on weights that would go up to 16kg around my waist that I'll try next time but still that's only a panacea.
I'd really like to hire a trainer (and I found the perfect guy who could definitely lift the bar+weights up to my shoulders because I've seen him do it for others) but that won't happen for another couple of a months.
Any ideas on how to make squats/lunges more difficult with the limited amount of weight?


It's crazy because it has absolutely everything else I could possible need just no backrack! ugh! 

