I've lost nearly 70 pounds. I'm so proud of that fact, and have had to buy numerous new clothes over the winter. Today I finally decided to go through my closet and get rid of everything that's too big (with the exception of one pair of jeans from my heaviest, just because).
I have what feels like *nothing* left in my closet. Five or six contractor bags worth of stuff to donate, one to throw away, and one full of stuff to pass on to my mom. I have NOTHING to wear when it warms up. No capris, no shorts, no t-shirts, heck, not even any long sleeved t's. Not even any pj's to wear this spring/summer! I have jeans, pants, and sweaters, and some fleece/flannel pj pants and some pj shirts that are all starting to get too big on me too.
Seeing my closet so empty (doesn't help that it's so big) and ALL THOSE CLOTHES on the floor is making me feel panicky. My DH doesn't get it. I just feel like if I get rid of those clothes, poof! I'll instantly gain back 70 pounds. Stupid, I know, but...
Anyone been there? Please talk me down. I think it's great that all those clothes are too big, but I feel like I can't breathe!

I also just found a box of clothing that should fit me perfectly this summer.
. And my boobs are not as perky as they were before three pregnancies, so it just does NOT look good anymore. So I need to get a new suit for this summer. I also don't really have any shorts. I have a couple of pairs of size 10's, but I'm in a 14 now and I live in Baja California - it's warm enough that I could comfortably wear shorts right now. I hope that I fit those shorts before it gets really how, because I don't really want to spend money on these in between sizes if I can help it. We just got our tax return, so I'm going to get a few things to tide me over.
