Then at church today I was walking into the bathroom, which means walking toward a full length mirror to get to the stalls and again when I glanced in the mirror I was shocked and thought "Wow, is that really ME?"
I guess sometimes I still think I'm still too flabby, or maybe I need to lose a few more pounds or my boobs are too small now or whatever....but the episodes above have happened about 3-4 times in the past couple of weeks, so I'm realizing that I *AM* finally happy with the way I look
And while I do think I really need to work on some flab, clothing DOES hide alot and no one has to know about the bad area's 


) NEVER seem to be satisfied with ourselves. I promised myself if I ever get back down to 150...I will totally APPRECIATE it! 
And the almost 10 pounder really did me in LOL