So I started Weight Watchers on my own at home today.
I've tried it before and have failed several times, but I want this time to be different. I am the kind of person who is always beating myself up for everything but that needs to change too.
I did well all day with my points and vowed to go to the gym after work. I really didn't want to go. I always give myself an out because I tell myself "what will one 45 minute workout actually do for me?" and then it's easy not to go. But I know that if I just stopped saying that to myself and went and did the work instead, I would undoubtedly start seeing results. So, I picked myself up and off I went. And the gym was closed (it was a civic holiday, so I guess it was closed early today or maybe completely). Anyway, I didn't used it as an excuse not to work out. I just went for a walk intsead. It was only 20 minutes, but it gave me one activity point and I'm trying to be proud of that.
It's difficult, but these small changes, even in the way I talk to myself, will ultimately take me where I need to go. So yay for one activity point! There are plenty more where that came from!!!





I just started (again) to control what I eat a couple of weeks ago. Exercise is my next step...
