A few times since I began my journey, I've had a dream that I am put in a situation where I must eat something that I know is not very good for me.
Last night it was a cupcake. I saw pictures a few days ago of some beautiful cupcakes on a blog and lo-and-behold last night I was pressured into eating one of those delicious cupcakes in my dream. And as I was eating it I knew in my gut that I shouldn't be doing it! It was such an awful feeling.
A week or two ago I had a dream I was out with my SO and we had no choice but to eat out at a fast food place. Well I guess we settled on Subway and I ordered my fave sub. I remember vividly the guiltly feeling as I was scarfing it down in my dream!
Anyways, it was so weird and I wish my subconcious would just butt out and let me have a food-free sleep!




